The Greatest Love Story

You shall also be [so beautiful and prosperous as to be thought of as] a crown of glory and honor in the hand of the Lord, and a royal diadem [exceedingly beautiful] in the hand of your God. -Isaiah 62:3

I used to follow royal weddings, especially Princess Diana’s marriage to Charles III and then later with Megan Markle and Prince Harry (I know, cheesy, right?). Something in my heart loved the story of royal kings or princes wooing women who weren’t royalty. I think many women once identified with the classic story of Cinderella as little girls for this reason.

One day, I realized that my interest in the British monarch was getting a bit out of hand. I found myself reading articles daily and watching news clips about this family.

I wanted to know what female rulers were required to do. I wondered where they attended etiquette school. What social graces did they have to learn? I wanted to know who taught them kingdom laws and who taught them how to walk, wave, smile, and speak with feminine elegance.

I especially loved the wedding dresses, and inside my heart, I began to dream of what it would be like to be a princess destined to become a queen.

Then Jesus lovingly intervened (like He typically does when my affections lean elsewhere) and told me that I was living in a love story greater than any royal family. He told me that my heavenly dress far superseded all that I had ever seen and that His love for me was greater than any prince’s love for his beloved. He also reminded me that He is the King of kings and Lord of lords, meaning His wealth, prestige, power, glory, and fame far surpass all monarchs who have existed or ever will exist.

That was all I needed.

My obsession with the royal family ended there.

The ivory idol that was growing in my heart tumbled down when I realized the golden glory of Jesus’s love as my heavenly Bridegroom. It was like I was transfixed on a plastic toy castle, only for Jesus to lift my chin so I could see a glowing palace floating in the sky.


Search Your Heart

What Jesus has for you is far better than anything you can imagine for your life on earth.

I think it’s so easy for our hearts to become entangled in the things of this world rather than in our Savior, our Healer, our Redeemer, our Elder Brother, our Friend, our heavenly Bridegroom, and the Lover of our souls.

The human heart is prone to idolatry (to put things and people before God). A study of the biblical books of Hosea, Isaiah, Jeremiah, and Ezekiel testifies to this.

Maybe you’ve never been obsessed with royal weddings, but maybe you’ve become too invested in work, hobbies, goals, school, entertainment (television, video scrolling, social media, etc)?

All addiction is a form of idolatry.

We all have something that, if left unchecked, can crowd out a place in our hearts that only belongs to Jesus. I encourage you to ask Jesus if you are putting anything or anyone before him and then take time to listen to what he might say.

Whatever you do, don’t condemn yourself, but invite Jesus to show you how he is better than whatever has too much of your heart.


A Prayer to Turn Wholly Back to Jesus

Here is an example prayer:

Dear Jesus,

You are my wonderful Lord and Savior. I acknowledge you as the Lover of my soul, my living bread and water. You promised me that if I partake of you, I will never hunger or thirst. I thank You for showing me the greatest love when you laid down your life for me.

Jesus, I want to love you with the same love that you have shown me. I acknowledge that you are worthy of all my heart. You saved me. You gave your life so that I can be born again in you and have eternal life.

I ask you, Jesus, to show me any idols in my heart. I invite you, Holy Spirit, Spirit of Truth, to reveal the secret things of my heart, things that I might not even be aware of. Show me how I might be acting unfaithfully toward my heavenly Father and toward Jesus. Reveal to me now what has been hidden in the dark. I choose to listen to you now, without becoming defensive, without giving in to guilt or shame, and without trying to rush our time together.

….. take time to listen….

Thank you, Holy Spirit, for showing me what has been crowding out my affection for Jesus. Thank you for showing me what has been in competition with the voice of my heavenly Father.

Abba, I give you these idols now (name the things the Holy Spirit revealed to you). Please forgive me for losing sight of how wonderful you are and for giving to something else what belongs to you. Forgive me for mixing up my priorities. I receive your forgiveness now. Thank you that your mercy is new every morning and that you are merciful toward me (Lamentations 3:22-23, Psalm 145:8).

Father. I ask that you take the place of these idols in my soul. You are my divine Shepherd, and I want to follow you so that I will never be in want (Psalm 23:1). Unite my heart solely to worship you. Lead me into a faithful love relationship with you that leaves no room for idols. Turn my eyes away from worthless things, and revive me in your way (Psalm 119:37).

Jesus, I ask that you show me how wonderful your love is. I ask that you show me how you can fulfill me. You are the Way, the Truth, and the Life. Nothing else can fill your place. Show me how we are united. Wrap your arms around me. Woo my heart to yours. Deepen our relationship. Let me be a woman after your own heart. Fulfill the prayer you prayed for your disciples and make me one with you and the Father, as you are one with the Father (John 17:21). You are worthy of nothing less. Show me how you love me and help me to keep my inner self pure for you.

In Jesus name, amen.

Now enjoy time with him.


A Heavenly Love Story for You

You [Judah] shall no more be termed Forsaken, nor shall your land be called Desolate any more. But you shall be called Hephzibah [My delight is in her], and your land be called Beulah [married]; for the Lord delights in you, and your land shall be married [owned and protected by the Lord]. -Isaiah 62:4

Like many women, I love a good romance story and there’s nothing wrong with this (as long as it is in its proper place). But one thing I’ve learned is that nothing else satisfies us like the love we receive from God, Jesus and the Holy Spirit. No other love compares to perfect love (1 John 4:16-18).

This is what my upcoming book, The Sacred Wooing is all about. It is a love story, written to reveal captivating glimmers of the eternal love of Jesus for his earthly bride (that’s you/the church).

May Jesus use this snippet to draw your heart closer to his as you discover more and more how much he loves you (if you’re interested in being a part of the launch team, please see the link below):

Beach Scene


Suddenly, the room changed. A refreshing ocean breeze pulled on the scintillating white robe I wore. Jesus stood beside me, barefoot and gazing upon the waters with a broad smile. Gentle waves lapped the shore. The smoothness of the beautiful beige colored sand reminded me of sheets on a bed. Lush mountains stood like massive emeralds along the shoreline. Tropical flowers and fruit glittered along the mountains like polychromatic gems.💎

Everything here was made from peace, joy, and righteousness. The Father’s Spirit was tangible in everything. The waves appeared like jade glass with aquamarine splashed inside. Every time one rose to meet the sun, sweet laughter like wind flutes tickled the air. 💐

“What are you feeling, beloved?”

A wave rolled in, scattering shiny shells across the sand that gleamed in the sun. ☀️

The wet shore reflected sunlight like liquid crystal.

When I didn’t respond, Jesus said, “I created you to be surrounded by wonderful beauty. Your soul was created to experience and dwell in heaven’s blisses.”

“I don’t feel like I belong,” I murmured.

“Do you think this place is too beautiful for me?”

“No!” That was my immediate response. I knew nothing was too good for Jesus.

“I live in you.”

A small and unexpected gasp escaped my lips. A divine sense of worth filled my soul.

Jesus picked up an oyster and opened it, revealing a large pink pearl. “You are not a beggar, my daughter, my betrothed bride, my treasure.”

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May God bless you and may Jesus lead you into a deeper love relationship with Him!

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You Are the Father’s Art

Do you believe you are cherished by Jesus?

Years ago, as I was writing, the Lord showed me something that helped heal a part of my soul. I pray you hear Him speaking to you as well. This scene is from my newest book, The Sacred Wooing (Discovering the Bridegroom Love of Jesus), which is scheduled for release by Kingdom Winds later this year.

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May you experience the ardent and curative pursuit of a God whose heart is vaster and wider and deeper than you’ve ever imagined! 


The moon was luminous against the orange glow of the hemisphere, and the stars twinkled like polished gems. Each boulevard and street was like a gleaming portal to a new world, and I felt like a little girl during the holidays—full of excitement and anticipation. 

 Jesus asked if I wanted something from my favorite tea shop along the way. I nodded, and he made a left turn at Star Street. 

I was quiet as he drove. Although no words were uttered, I basked in his healing presence. He didn’t have to speak; just being with him was enough. His very ambiance was like a sauna of internal ointment. He was my home, the embodiment of heaven’s love. I wanted nothing more than to be with him. 

 Jesus smoothly parallel parked the car. After unbuckling his seat belt, he looked at the twinkling sky. “It will snow soon.” 

 “That’s my favorite,” I said. “The first snowfall. It’s so pure and white.” 

 Jesus grinned, “I’m glad you like it, darling.” 



A sheepish smile lifted my cheeks, “Thanks for making it. By you all things were made.” 

“I like it, too.” He said, admiring his handiwork. Each snowflake was a tiny, frozen crystallized piece of art. No two were the same. 

 I chortled, “I imagine if you made it, you would.” 

 His smile became endearing, yet a faint glint of sadness gleamed in his vibrant eyes. “Then why do so many of my children feel bad about themselves and hinder themselves from receiving my love and affection?” 

 I fell silent. “An artist cherishes his art. If human artists who create care so much about their work, how much do you think I care about you?” 

I wanted to stretch out my hands and give him a picture of what I thought the answer might be, but instead I voiced, “I could never describe how much.” 

“Then perhaps you’re beginning to understand. It’s beyond human comprehension without divine interpretation from my Spirit. Noelani, the core of all insecurity is the belief that security lies in anything or anyone other than me. If people really knew how much my Father and I loved them, they would have no fears, no mental or emotional torment.” 

 His words brought questions to my mind. 

Why did people feel bad about themselves? Why did I so often feel bad about myself? If all of the creation was art by the Master Artist, then shouldn’t we all rejoice? 

When we reached the coffee shop, Jesus reached for my hand. When I grasped his, the feeling of his crucifixion scar made my heart lurch. Jesus squeezed my grip tighter. “My wounds no longer hurt,” he whispered. “I only keep them as a reminder of my love for the world.”  

Scripture References:

-Ephesians 2:10, Revelation 4:11, 1 John 4:18


Book Synopsis

Heaven is prepared for the most joyful wedding feast, but only one thing is missing—the bride. Noelani, a mortal woman with the divine spark of eternity inside her, is troubled by an ancient evil plotting her downfall. Battle-worn, she begins to lose her only connection to her kingly groom, her faith.

All seems lost until her powerful groom knocks on her door and invites her to take his hand on a journey that will bring out her deepest fears and cause her enemies to double their attacks. Will her faith endure to the end?


The Sacred Wooing Front Cover

Worship

A beautiful song that illustrates how God shows His love to us through creation is: Love So Holy by Kari Jobe. I pray you enjoy this song and that the Lord ministers to you.

A Heavenly Love

“To fall in love with God is the greatest romance, to seek him the greatest adventure, to find him, the greatest human achievement.” -St. Augustine of Hippo

~The following teaching devotional was taken from my portion in the bestselling book, The Runaway Bride of Christ, Overcoming Church Hurt.

The Lord gave me another message. He said, “Go and shout this message to Jerusalem. This is what the Lord says: “I remember how eager you were to please me as a young bride long ago, how you loved me and followed me even through the barren wilderness… This is what the Lord says: “What did your ancestors find wrong with me that led them to stray so far from me? They worshiped worthless idols only to become worthless themselves.– Jeremiah 2:1-2, 5 NLT


The Bride of Christ is the most precious, beautiful, and valuable treasure Jesus owns. His church is his bride. To touch the natural bride of a king evokes severe punishment, for her stature is elevated by the love of her king. She is guarded by the power and authority of her kingly husband. If men, throughout history were punished because they touched a king’s bride, can you imagine the consequences of those who willfully harm, defile, or seduce the bride of Christ? To touch the bride of the King of kings and Lord of lords…the co-ruler of heaven and earth…is infinitely more dangerous. For our King is eternally devoted and sacrificially given over to his bride. You are a part of the precious bride of Christ.

This great and mighty King acts with justice and has a heart perfumed with sweet mercy. This glorious King is chief among ten thousand (Song of Solomon 5:10). He is perfect in beauty, grace, wisdom, power, and holiness. He walks on transparent gold, and His gates are made of pearls (Revelation 21:21). He is worshipped and adored by majestic angels, and creation heralds his praises. He is incomparable and everything the bride could ever want. As omnipotent as He is, He doesn’t force Himself on his bride even though He created her for Himself. He has given her one of the loftiest gifts—free will. He asks his bride to respond to his call for a covenantal relationship, leaving it up to her to say “yes.” He has everything prepared, everything she needs for life and godliness (2 Peter 1:3). He loves his bride with an undying, selfless love that is wholehearted. But this King has an enemy his bride is unfamiliar with.

Now, picture a husband on his wedding day, dressed up in finery, as he watches the aisle anxiously to see his bride. I’ve seen husbands so overcome at weddings that they cry or almost jolt back in surprise when they see their beautiful bride. Some men jump with joy or break out into a spontaneous little dance. There’s always a special kind of smile on their faces, a smile reserved only for their bride. Now, what would you suppose would happen if some crook came running down the aisle and grabbed the bride’s arm and attempted to drag her away? I bet the groom would start swinging his fists, giving that criminal a good beating until he released the bride. I imagine Jesus has more protective instincts for his bride than a natural husband who would readily defend his bride. Unfortunately, the enemy of the bride of Christ is a lot cleverer than that. He doesn’t often use physical force.

This pretentious swindler has one goal, and that’s to steal from his bride, destroy everything good in her life (including her relationship with the One who loves her most), and kill her. It’s the only way he knows how to hurt the holy Bridegroom.

This villain is running rampant on earth today using an excellent reconnaissance strategy. He has studied humanity since its inception. He knows humans were originally created with a spirit made for connection with the Godhead (Father, Son, and Holy Spirit), but we were separated from our core relationship through the sin he inspired—this has left mankind thirsty for spiritual life. So, he maliciously disguises himself as Christ, the only One who can connect us again to God; without this unity, we can’t be whole. We are hopelessly incomplete with Jesus.



For such men are false apostles [spurious, counterfeits], deceitful workmen, masquerading as apostles (special messengers) of Christ (the Messiah). And it is no wonder, for Satan himself masquerades as an angel of light; So it is not surprising if his servants also masquerade as ministers of righteousness. [But] their end will correspond with their deeds. -2 Corinthians 11:13-15 AMPC

He has many evil demon minions who do his dark bidding through knowing or unknowing humans. This swindler has made his way through countless churches and stolen the bride of Christ from her Bridegroom in the most surreptitious way. He comes dressed like her groom. He has known her groom for thousands of years longer than she has. He can quote the bridegroom’s words with such minute subtleties that unless the bride knows her groom closely, she can be fooled by him. Imagine how the King must feel when his prized bride is seduced and deceived by an imposter who claims to be the king she loves?

Lucifer has envied the Father, Son, and Holy Spirit for eons. He has tried his best shot to usurp God and be like the Most High…but he failed miserably (Isaiah 14: 13-15).

However, he appears to be consumed with jealousy, for he has not stopped trying to be like Jesus (antichrist). One of his favorite cloaks is religion. He often uses religious spirits to leaven the faith of countless believers. He loves to pervert scripture with a forked tongue. He has been corrupting the Word of God since the garden, where he beguiled Eve. And he’s been slowly choking the bride with suffocating dead works, legalism, condemnation and an assortment of other traps in his cache.   The religious spirit has abused the bride and made her believe that the inflicted pain was from God (Father, Son, and Holy Spirit). He has criminalized God’s reputation in her heart. He has acted like a masterful prosecutor as he defames Christ and the believer he’s influencing. His accusations are calculated. He has successfully smoldered the fire of first love that once burned brightly in her heart. He has left her inner soul a wasteland of bitterness, unforgiveness, shame, anger, guilt, and has loaded her down with unbearable burdens…

~To read the full chapter and purchase the book, click here.


The Sacred Wooing: A Novel based on the Bridegroom Love of Jesus

~I am currently in the process of publishing The Sacred Wooing, a novel based on the scriptural truth that Jesus is our heavenly Bridegroom. To find out more about this project and learn how you can become a part of this journey, click here!

~To join, The Sacred Wooing Facebook group, click here. My intent for this page is to share reminders, teaching, and short devotionals on God’s love with others, using snippets from the book and scripture. 

Synopsis:

Heaven is prepared for the most joyful wedding feast, but only one thing is missing—the bride. Noelani, a mortal woman with the divine spark of eternity inside her, is troubled by a cohort of evil spiritual beings plotting her downfall. Battle-worn, she begins to lose her only connection to her kingly groom, her faith.

All seems lost until her powerful groom knocks on her door and invites her to take his hand on a journey that will bring out her deepest fears and cause her enemies to double their attacks. Will her faith endure to the end?


Video Teaching on Being a Prepared Bride for Jesus

You are loved more than you can imagine by someone who died to make his love known to you. ❤️

Have you ever thought about this, the Bible begins with a marriage relationship in a beautiful garden between Adam and Eve, and it ends with a divine marriage feast in Heaven between Christ and the church?

I was blessed to be teach at Freedom Community Church on the sacred topic of being a “prepared bride.” I pray that as you listen to this, that your heart may be warmed, encouraged and uplifted by the personal knowledge of the love of Jesus. May my testimony of the way Jesus came for my heart and won me over, be an invitation to allow him to pursue your heart.

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Let us rejoice and exult and give him the glory, for the marriage of the Lamb has come, and his Bride has made herself ready. -Revelation 19:7

The Sacred Wooing Invitation

“Such an intimate encounter with our Lord and Savior… it has changed my relationship with Christ.”

I wrote “The Sacred Wooing” as an invitation to the church to rekindle her “first love” purity for Jesus and as a witness to the blessing of walking wholly devoted to Jesus while empowered by grace.

I warmly welcome beta readers who are passionate about drawing closer to Jesus to review my newest novel, The Sacred Wooing (Experiencing the Bridegroom Love of Jesus), before it’s published.



*Fans of Francine Rivers (Redeeming Love), Paul Young (The Shack), and Sarah Young (Jesus Calling) will enjoy the biblical parable style of The Sacred Wooing, which also captivates fantasy fans with its epic storytelling.

*The words of Christ in this story reflect the universal and eternal longing in every woman’s heart for everlasting love, while also emphasizing the ongoing spiritual battle for the allegiance of men’s souls.

*This story invites readers to experience Jesus’s love as their bridegroom and to reconnect with their First Love (Revelation 2:4).”


Qualifications for Readers:

  1. Readers need to commit to reading the entire manuscript before its publication date. (Please be aware that publication dates can be more fluid than solid and require flexibility. This is usually to the reader’s advantage, as it often takes longer than predicted to finalize a book)
  2. Readers understand that they are committing to write their review on Amazon, Goodreads, Bookbub, and a social media platform of their choice during the first two days of the book’s release. (It’s okay if it’s the same review. As long as it’s your honest and hopefully positive feedback <3)
  3. Readers must not share any material from the manuscript with anyone unless given written permission by the author and/or publisher (this is copyright material).
  4. Readers must love Jesus and desire to love others with His love.
  5. Readers must be available to communicate with the author during the publishing process (I want to hear your thoughts and suggestions, and I will need you to be open, especially as the deadline approaches).

Opening Scene

The highest king sat with blinding light shining from him. Contrasting cumulonimbus clouds and radiant lightning swirled around him like a halo crafted from a tempest, subjugated by an unimaginably powerful force. His appearance was suffused with fiery amber gems. The clouds around him pillowed upward, creating vast, vaporous terrains rippling with the colors of the hemisphere. 

 Majestic flying creatures filled with spiritual power orbited the omnipotent king. Their multiple, feathery wings swayed across their celestial forms like silken curtains. The swooshing of their gargantuan wings caused the air to vibrate with tornadic winds. Their booming voices charged the atmosphere like thunder as they paid homage to the one they revered.  

“Holy, holy, holy is the Lord God Almighty, who was, and is, and is to come!”

Royal lords donned in flowing, priestly garments bespeckled with jewels bowed reverently as they circled the throne. Their transcendent voices harmonized into a swelling crescendo. The sound was akin to rushing waves, more resplendent than any music on earth. 

“You are worthy oh Lord to receive glory and honor and power! For you created all things! And by your will they exist, and were created!”

Seven golden lampstands flamed brilliantly, and incense rose like a sheet of fragrant mist from the scintillating floor.

The omnipotent king sat on his immaculate throne and held seven gleaming stars in his hand. They glimmered like fiberoptic pearls. His robe cascaded down as the clouds canopy the Amazon forest. His clothes shone whiter than fresh snow and a regal, sash hung like sunlight from his shoulder to his waist. The golden floor was transparent glass, mirroring everything above it with an aureate glow.

To the left of the king sat his father. He was the creator of all. They were unified in purpose and in heart. Their resemblance in soul and features were so akin, that having seen one, you would have known the other. From the father’s mouth came the spirit of life—the most precious breath. A single exhale from this spirit could form planets.

The seated father and kingly son watched for the son’s bride to prepare herself fully. The son had waited patiently for eons and excitedly looked forward to the celebratory day, the day of his gladness of heart. He had prepared himself in the finest apparel. The wine he would offer was the richest created, and he had earnestly desired to drink it with her in the kingdom. A feast in the heavenly clouds, surrounded by a balcony of translucent rainbows and shimmering, fiery jasper stones, had been set. The table alone was lengthier than a galaxy. It would be a greater feast than all royal weddings in created history. Serving angels stood ready to attend to the king and his beloved wife. All that awaited her. 

For thousands of years, the son had sent messages to her, and yet she was easily distracted and discouraged from her bridal preparations…


Story Synopsis

Heaven is prepared for the most joyful wedding feast, but only one thing is missing—the bride. Noelani, a mortal woman with the divine spark of eternity inside her, is troubled by a cohort of evil spiritual beings plotting her downfall. Battle-worn, she begins to lose her only connection to her kingly groom, her faith.

All seems lost until her powerful groom knocks on her door and invites her to take his hand on a journey that will bring out her deepest fears and cause her enemies to double their attacks. Will her faith endure to the end?

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Your Eyes Captivate Me

Happy New Year! ✨

My greatest prayer for you in 2026 is to focus on the One who loves you most and who holds eternity in his hands. His love heals and redeems every bit of your history. His plans for your life are perfectly good! May you behold him. ❤️

Your eyes will see the King in His beauty. -Isaiah 33:17a

Your eyes, like honeyed glass, hold all the sweetness of love the world could never offer. Every glimpse of you causes me to catch my breath.

Your deep love is a sauna-sized ocean, more soothing and therapeutic than the warmest embrace. I could wade in your waters for eternity.

Your compassion is the hottest and most welcoming fire, crackling with undying grace. I desire to sit before your flames, linger near your light, and lean into your voice. Nothing brings me more delight than your nearness.

You are faithful love.

You are sweet peace.

You are solace for my soul.

You are a haven for my worries.

You shower me more than a steady rainfall.

You are oxygen to my lungs and blood to my body.

You are beauty to my eyes and sunlight to my inner garden. You cause all that is good within me to grow.

You are hope during my night.

How you have captivated me forever, my Savior and King.

How you have wooed me into eternity, my divine Bridegroom.

How you have delivered me, my Redeemer.

How you have me, Jesus!


Are you ready to taste of the sweet delicacies of God in a deeply reviving and personal way? For those who want to drink, for those who want to eat and be refreshed and renewed, Visions of Celestial Love is a feast between you and the King of Heaven, who loves you more than anyone else. He invites you to dine on wholesome, good, savory food and delicious, zesty, fruitful drink. He awaits you with a sparkle in His eye. He is ready for your company. He delights to have you as a guest.

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Eternal Life has Defeated Death

Now since the children have flesh and blood, He too shared in their humanity, so that by His death He might destroy him who holds the power of death, that is, the devil, and might set free those who all their lives were subject to slavery through fear of death. -Hebrews 2:14-15 BSB


Are you afraid of death?

This week, I received a text from a dear friend whom I’ve known since I was a little girl. She said that her mother had gone to Heaven and specified the time in the evening when she took her last breath on this side of eternity. It was a surprisingly short text considering the news.

She had written earlier asking for prayer for her family because her mom was “so ready to see Jesus.”

The night before, my mother-in-law echoed a similar statement as she sat across from me beside my sister-in-law while my husband sat next to me.

“I’m not afraid of dying,” she said calmly, “I know where I’m going.”

I investigated her warm, dark eyes and saw she was serious.

Her words reminded me of my late grandmother’s. A flash of memory crossed my imagination to the fateful conversation I’d had years ago, as I stared at my (then) last living grandmother.

I was holding my newborn, and my grandmother’s weathered countenance took on a bright enthusiasm as she recalled her vision of Heaven. She talked about glorious gold and colors too vivid to put into words. She spoke of how beautiful everything was and how Earth was a “trash heap” compared to what she’d seen in Heaven.

Her smile became dreamy, and she told me she was ready to see Jesus. Although I was dazzled by her courage toward death, the selfish part of me shrank. For as long as I could remember, her prayers had canopied over our family.

“Don’t leave us just yet. We need you.” I said nervously,

The fearlessness of my mother-in-law, my late grandma (who passed away shortly after our discussion), and my friend’s mom made me realize what a beautiful thing Jesus has done for us!

Through his resurrection, He has taken away the bitterness of death.

Then, when our dying bodies have been transformed into bodies that will never die, this Scripture will be fulfilled:

“Death is swallowed up in victory
O death, where is your victory?
O death, where is your sting?”

For sin is the sting that results in death, and the law gives sin its power. But thank God! He gives us victory over sin and death through our Lord Jesus Christ. -1 Corinthians 15:54-57 NLT

Jesus has paid the price to defeat one of our greatest enemies.

As children of God, we don’t have to fear death.

In fact, we shouldn’t fear death.


“And now, dear brothers and sisters, we want you to know what will happen to the believers who have died so you will not grieve like people who have no hope. For since we believe that Jesus died and was raised to life again, we also believe that when Jesus returns, God will bring back with him the believers who have died.” -1 Thessalonians 4:13-14

I didn’t see fear of death in my mother-in-law’s and my late grandmother’s eyes. More than anything, I saw anticipation. They were looking forward to seeing Jesus.

I can understand that.

The reality of seeing Jesus has the power to take away the fear of death.

Nothing is lost in eternity.

Christ has redeemed those who put their faith in Him, and we can trust that, as our King, our righteous Judge, and our Redeemer, He will ensure that nothing is lost. We can entrust everything and everyone we love to His care. We can have complete confidence in His power to save us, even from death.



Years ago, the fear of death haunted me like a shadow. I had just given birth to my first child shortly after losing four people I loved. Two of these were my teenage cousins, who had both been murdered in their home. I can’t properly describe the deep pain I felt in my heart. I was in my last trimester when I received this news, and I remember sobbing in the bathroom, running the water to drown out my cries.

Shortly after that, fear began to follow me. It tormented me day and night. I didn’t realize it was a spiritual attack at the time.

 I fretted about Eden’s safety when she was a newborn (I’m being very vulnerable). I was also afraid of dying and leaving my baby, Eden, and my husband.

But more than anything, I feared dying alone. I dreaded facing the ultimate enemy on my own. I feared my loved ones facing this enemy alone as well. Death takes away the presence of the ones we love, leaving us alone with our memories. This, to me, was the biggest fear… until Jesus addressed this.

I woke up one morning before sunrise. A deep blue shaded the sky, and the atmosphere was peacefully still as my family slept soundly. The cold autumn air outside seeped through the windows, and I moseyed over to the piano downstairs before playing the keys. I could sense the nagging fear, stealing my peace. I prayed to Jesus, and He spoke to my heart.

“You will never be alone.”

I paused and knew He was speaking directly to my fear of death.

“There will never be a second of your life when I won’t be with you. Even in death, I will be there. I will be there when you close your eyes to this life, and I will be there the second you open your eyes in the next.”

His comforting presence enveloped me like a warm, heavenly blanket.  His love melted away the fear that had frozen a place inside of me for months. The assurance of His constant presence gave me a peace I can’t fully put into words.

Since that day, the enemy has not been able to shake me with the terror of death. Jesus has truly set me free from the slavery of fearing death.

I know that I can face death because the Resurrected Conqueror loves me wholeheartedly, and He will uphold me.

He offers you this same gift.

Now, I look forward to seeing Jesus! I can honestly say, like my grandmother, I want to see Jesus.


Once, while I was worshipping at a dear friend’s house, whom I call “my second mother,” I felt so aware of eternity that death became as insignificant as a tiny ant. My friend and our mutual friend praised Jesus, and His holy Presence filled the room. Sometime during our late-night worship, I looked at my friends and wished I could be their age. They are in their early seventies, and I’m in my early thirties. I wanted to be their age because I knew, if things progressed naturally, they would go to Heaven first. I felt jealous (in a good way) that they had faithfully served God throughout their lives and were nearing the end of their race through life.

In that sacred moment, I wished I was older so I could be with Jesus sooner, but I hesitated because of my love for my family and my desire to fulfill God’s will for my life; I also knew that my husband and children wanted and needed me to stay with them.

I know that might seem crazy to people who don’t know the Lord. It may even seem out of place to some Christians, but as Paul said. “I am torn between the two. I desire to depart and be with Christ, which is far better indeed. But it is more necessary for you that I remain in the body.…” –Philippians 1:22-23 BSB


I tasted the transcendent power of Psalm 73:25. “Whom have I in heaven but you? And earth has nothing I desire besides you.”

And in that heavenly moment, I valued Jesus more than my own life on this earth.

(I hope you understand what I’m saying. I’m not looking for death or condoning the early end of my life. Rather, I have peace in the face of what I once dreaded. I pray to live a long life and fulfill God’s plans for my life on this earth, while keeping my eyes heavenward) 

Like my late grandmother, my mother-in-law, and my friend’s mother (who passed this week), I understand where I’m going, so death has no real power. I know Whom I want to see more than anyone else: Jesus, The Life. And I dream of seeing His beautiful face!

As a newly saved teenager, I used to wonder if I was truly saved and going to Heaven. Instead of just trusting the scriptures, which assure us that we will be with Jesus forever, I wanted to hear it directly from Jesus, so I kept asking, “Am I saved?” (Jesus was gracious enough to help me in my unbelief).

One day, He whispered in my heart, “Yes, you are saved.” Not two minutes after He spoke that, an angel appeared in my room. I sensed his presence, and he told me the same thing, “You are saved.” Then he “disappeared.”

Before I even had time to process the angelic encounter, my cell phone rang, and I answered it. It was a Christian friend. “Yes?” I greeted.

“Ashley!” My friend exclaimed, “I was just talking to God and He told me you and I are saved!”

I could barely speak. Father God had given me three confirmations in under ten minutes!

I know I will be with Jesus forever. My future is secure.

I have a blessed sense of peace about eternity.

You can feel this way, too.

You are a favored and loved child of God.

Jesus died and rose again to defeat every enemy that would ever hurt you.



Dear one, no matter who you’ve “lost” or what grief you feel, He is there with you, and He is there with those you love, regardless of where they are. Through Jesus, we are united, even when death temporarily separates us. One day, we will all be together physically.

Not even death can separate you from those you love. If they are “with” Jesus, He will take care of them. You can trust His saving power. We can trust everyone we love into His hands. He is the Resurrection. He is the Life. He is our Redeemer. Nothing good will be lost.

The things you believe you’ve lost while battling in this world will be restored. Everything God intended for you to have will be redeemed. You will lack nothing good. Every cause of your pain will be washed away.

He will wipe every tear from their eyes, and there will be no more death or sorrow or crying or pain. All these things are gone forever. -Revelation 21:4 NLT

I pray the Holy Spirit will use these words to bring your heart eternal comfort and peace.

You are secure in His hands.

xoxo


Enjoy this devotional video I created as an invitation for you to soak in the unconditional love and healing peace of God.

“When I read Visions of Celestial Love, it is as if I am brought down to my knees to worship. What the Holy Spirit has done in and through Ashley, He is also doing in me. What a wonderful experience. It is very rich. Thank you for sharing the treasure.”—Riko Suci Alam, CEO of Ligar Jaya and owner of Clove Garden hotel in Bandung Indonesia.

An Unforgettable Love Story

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Chapter 3 The Fateful Meeting

Noble couldn’t take his eyes off the woman across the cafe. Everything about her seemed to glow. Her thick auburn hair with honey-gold highlights cascaded down in lush waves, reaching her tapered waist. Her lips were painted with cool lavender lipstick. Plum blush lightly colored her cheeks. The hue complemented her vibrant, sun-kissed skin. She read a recipe book, drank coffee, and ate pumpkin pie.

A deep purple scarf wrapped elegantly around her neck, striking against her white, flowery blouse and brown fur-trimmed jacket.

He was surprised to find that instead of pants, she had on a pleated, white skirt. He guessed she must have leg warmers or thermals underneath. Knee-high, amber-colored boots snuggled her feet and lower legs.

Her eyes intently scanned the pages of her book. On her left ring finger was a golden band inlaid with aqua rhinestones. Noble sighed heavily as his attention rested on her ring.

She set her book down and took a bite of pie. Chewing slowly, she lifted her hand and rested her chin on it. She stared toward the kitchen doors with a forlorn expression. The flickering candlelight illuminated the beautiful maple syrup color of her eyes. Noble grinned, drinking in her image.

As if sensing his stare, she looked directly at him. She smiled in greeting. Noble averted his eyes, nonplussed she caught him spying. When he turned back toward her, she had returned to reading her book.

Why didn’t I wave or say hello?

Noble rubbed his palms against his pants, befuddled by his unexplainable reaction.

Wasn’t he just acclaimed for having “the public aura of alluring sophistication, subtle seduction, stylish wealth, and effortless class” in one of L.A.’s top tabloids?

Yet, for all his seasoned years, he was flabbergasted by her little smile.

Perhaps I’m still disoriented from Alyssa’s mixture?

There was no telling what she had put in it.

Noble tapped his fingers on the polished wooden table and studied the ruby walls of the café—decorated with paintings of lattes, bakeries, roses, and snowy hills with pine trees—in a failed attempt to get his mind off her.

Steam wafted in from the busy kitchen as the double doors flung open. Noble swung his attention toward the disturbance and picked up the acute fragrance of onion and ginger. A frazzled-looking woman hustled into the dining area and slumped against the wall. Her coily hair stuck to her smooth, sweaty, dark skin. Her chestnut-colored eyes were moist from the seasonings flying about in the kitchen behind her. She brushed her hair back with a slender hand, running her fingers through her tight curls.

Noble’s heart went out to her. He saw she was dreadfully tired. She looked his way in a daze, and without thinking, he smiled at her, lifting a hand in greeting. To his surprise she waved back.

She began inching her way toward him.



He sat up in his chair, his shoulders tightened. I hope she’s not one of my crazy fans. He gave a wry grin and made a mental note to remember to disguise himself for the remainder of his travels. Normally Alonzo catches these things.

She stopped an arm’s length away and tilted her head. Her lips parted and a soft gasp escaped as their eyes met. From her body language, he knew she had noticed the piercing, arctic blue color of his eyes. It was one of his most famed traits.

Noble shook his head to remove the escaping strands of his summer brown hair that hung over his eyes.

“Forgive me, but you have a charming smile.” Her voice came out timid.

The energetic current he had experienced outside began to rise. It was stronger and at his knees now.

He grinned at her compliment as his face unnaturally warmed. He pulled at the collar of his royal blue shirt before thanking her.

“I’m Trisha.”

“I’m Noble.” He held out his hand.

“No, you don’t want to shake my hands, they’re sweaty,” She warned.

He laughed, “You’re probably right.”

“Yeah.” She sighed and brushed her hands on her apron.

“Why don’t you sit down and take a break?” He offered her the seat in front of him.

“I’d like to, but it’s around 8 o’clock. The nightly crowd is starting to come in.”

“That’s a shame…I could use the conversation,” he mumbled without thinking.

Her eyes widened.

“That came out wrong,” he stammered. “What I meant was you seem flustered, and I could use someone to talk to. I’m feeling the way you look.”

“Well thanks for noticing my looks.” She quipped, before giving him a warm smile and sitting down. “I’m all ears.”

Noble feared he was too bold with her. His stupidity would only become more apparent if he spilled his guts out to her, a woman he had just met.

“Water?” he offered, motioning toward his untouched cup.

“Don’t mind if I do,” Trisha leaned over to take a sip from the straw.

She then rested her elbows on the table and asked, “Okay, pretty boy, what seems to be the problem?”

Noble arched an eyebrow at her words.

“I can be just as forward as you,” she said with a teasing smile before leaning back.

He chortled at her witty repartee. She had a spicy personality.

She sat comfortably and seemed eager to listen to him. A part of him wanted to dash out the door but her eyes seemed trustworthy. Even if she wasn’t, he reasoned, he could always just avoid this coffee shop for life.

He peered over at the beautiful woman adjacent to him. He slightly lifted his chin and nudged it in her direction. “Do you know her name?” he asked.



Trisha turned around in the direction of his gaze. “Purple scarf?” she asked with a twinkle in her eyes.

A small laugh escaped his lips, “Yeah, is she… with someone?”

“Yes,” Trisha replied. Her eyes squinted as if she was studying him for a change. She fell painfully silent when he didn’t deter from his interest in the other woman. In the space of the pause, she closed her eyes meditatively for a long moment. Then opening them, she voiced sheepishly, “Her name’s Rose,”

“Rose,” he breathed. She is just as beautiful as one.

“She’s a poet who collects paintings and wine. She wants to live on a vineyard and her favorite color, in no surprise, is purple.”

Noble smiled as Trisha described Rose before asking, “How do you know so much about her?”

“She comes here often… for therapy, goodies, or just to say hello. It’s her quiet hangout spot.”

“Therapy?”

“Mhmm… just like you. I’m her listening ear. I don’t know why it is but… almost daily someone talks to me about their problems.”

Noble stirred his hot cappuccino. “Yeah, funny, I guess. Maybe it’s your presence? You seem trustworthy.”

“Thank you.”

Noble sipped his drink before wrinkling his face at the taste. He’d forgotten about Greg’s warning. Trisha reached into the jam case, pulled out a few packets of sugar, and handed them to him.

“So anyway, do you know if she’s married?” he asked, hoping the ring she wore was anything but a wedding one.

“I think the ring pretty much speaks for itself.”

“Yeah,” he said under his breath.

His expression fell and Trisha reached out and briefly rubbed his arm. “It’ll be okay. God has someone special for you.”

He ignored her mention of God and sighed. “But I want her.”

“It’s not good to covet another man’s wife,” she said both gently and firmly.

“Perhaps,” he voiced, deciding not to speak his true mind to this woman. She obviously belonged to some kind of faith. “But it’s hard not to. I mean, look at her.”

Trisha nodded in agreement, “She is lovely.”

“Stunning,” he corrected, his tone like syrup.

Trisha took a deep breath before gazing out the window at the falling snow sprinkling down like white gold. The flickering light of the pink candles gracing the table danced on her skin, brightening her rich eyes.

“You know what’s stunning?” she asked. The soft quality of her voice was so low, he wondered if she was speaking to herself. She answered her question, “This weather, your blue eyes, this world, and… God.”

Noble followed her gaze out the window. It was beautiful. Yellow lanterns glowing below the starry night sky. The hills and mountains covered with blankets of snow made waves along the horizon.

“Sometimes we get so caught up in what we don’t have that we fail to see what we do have. We have a way of becoming calloused to our blessings and we lose the simple joy in everyday life.”

Noble turned to her, drinking in her healing words. “You put that well.”

She smiled in response.

Something about her expression made him forget his desire for a moment. “But I’m a man who knows what he wants. I guess that’s why my mom used to call me ‘picky.’”

“There’s nothing wrong with hoping or dreaming, but you shouldn’t let your goals become a source of torment on your today.”

Noble pressed his lips together, falling mute.

“Besides,” she continued, “contentment makes time seem to go by faster. If God has given Rose to another man, then she is not the one for you. He knows what you need and want out of life, and your wife. And don’t worry, I’m sure he’ll meet all your requirements…and his. God’s not going to give you someone you’re not attracted to.”

“How do you know?” he asked, half curious.

How can anyone have such confidence in God’s ability to act on behalf of someone they just met?

He hadn’t prayed to God in almost ten years. Rather, his faith had become more explorative, and he had delved into enough philosophies and religions until he had collaborated his own brand of muddied values.

“Because he hears and values your prayers…and you don’t look like the kind of man who could stay single for long.”



Trisha’s reassuring words melted over him like a balm in his heart. She folded her arms and sat back with a confident smile.

“I guess I don’t look like the kind of man who could stay single,” he jested, posing as if he were in a photoshoot. What she clearly didn’t know was that he had years of professional practice.

Trisha laughed heartily at his cocky pose and overly animated sultry smile. He noticed she had nice teeth and a bellowing laugh that seemed to start from her stomach and dive from her heart. He couldn’t help but join in. She laughed loudly before covering her mouth with a hand to stifle her cheer. It was one of the truest laughs he had ever heard. Usually, girls would laugh daintily around him, something he called “fake laughs,” but Trisha seemed almost as happy as a countryman who just won a new pig.

“All jokes aside,” he began as they quieted down, “your faith is admirable. Have you always felt that way?”

“It’s much less a feeling as it is a belief. And it didn’t get that way overnight, trust me. I’ve been waiting…patiently on God for some time now. But in this season of waiting, I’ve learned and experienced things I never would have. My faith is growing.”

“Like what?” he asked, suddenly curious.

“Hmm?”

“You said you learned some things. Care to give an example?”

Trisha gave a radiant smile, “Well, he’s taught me that patience isn’t the ability to wait, but the ability to have a good attitude while you wait. Not only that, but to wait faithfully, and full of hope while you expect the Lord. I…believe the verse is Psalm 27:13, and it says: What, what would have become of me had I not believed that I would see the Lord’s goodness in the land of the living! Wait and hope for and expect the Lord. Be brave and of good courage and let your heart be stout and enduring. Yes, wait for and hope for and expect the Lord.”

Her words struck his heart, and her faith and compassion reminded him of his mother. He loved the definition she gave of patience.

“I like that.” His lips curved upward.

She lifted her shoulders, as if shied by his looking at her.

“What are you waiting on?” Noble asked.

Her eyes widened and her shoulders fell, she seemed hesitant.

“What?” he asked, wondering at her reluctance. “If you can be my listening ear, then I can be yours,” he reasoned.

“You asked me to listen,” she countered.

“And now I’m asking you to talk.”

“Many things…and a who.”

“That’s not specific enough,” he voiced, unsatisfied.

“No pressure,” she said with a hint of jest and defensiveness in her voice.

“Of course not,” he said, inching forward. “Take your time.”

She was quiet for a while before clearing her throat. “Well, I want to eventually become a massage therapist and… have a family of my own.”

“Was that so hard?” he asked, giving her a sideways smile as she released a heavy breath.

“No.”

“I’m sure you’ll be a good masseuse and an even better wife and mother,” Noble glanced down before looking back up at her. “You should consider being a counselor as well.”

“I plan on becoming one, except I don’t want to get paid for helping people.”

“Why not?” he asked, befuddled. He saw nothing wrong with charging clients for quality counseling. “How do you expect to make a good living otherwise? Surely not working in a place like this.”

Before she could answer, a gusty wind blew in and with it a crowd of young adults with snowflakes on their clothes and boots, engaged in conversations, the smell of hot, spiked apple cider on their breaths. Trisha watched as the group of friends neared the counter.

“I really need to get back to work,” she told him.

“Wait, one moment more?” he asked. He was enjoying her company. It was the most meaningful conversation he’d had in a long time.

“Umm,” she said, considering his request. She chewed on her bottom lip and then appeared to be apologetic as her gaze went downcast. She shook her head and then suddenly stopped herself as if she had been interrupted by someone mid thought.

Noble noticed the way her eyes softened with a glow.

He began to sense an invisible stream around his waist. It was comforting and warm, like sunlight. He rubbed his head, wondering if he was experiencing some sort of last-minute euphoria from the substances he’d consumed the night before.

Trisha turned her gaze toward a coworker who walked out from behind the double doors and approached the counter.

“Who is that?” Noble asked, following her gaze.

“Paula, my bosses’ wife.” she said.

Paula hailed the group of young adults and began taking their orders. She glanced at Trisha for a split second and passed her an approving look. It was so fleeting and inconspicuous that Noble almost missed it.

Trisha slowly agreed to his request, “Okay… I can stay for a little longer.”


Book Review

"I just finished “His Liberating Flame” written by Ashley Thompson. It was hard to put down as the struggle from ‘salvation to sanctification’ was so amazingly described..." -Kathy Yoshimi

“His Liberating Flame ” is a captivating and unique “Cinderella” story written by the successfully published author Ashley Thompson.

The story begins in the opulent Los Angeles mansion of the “Prince Charming” character, Noble. He is a very rich, handsome, and internationally famous model.  He came from humble, old-fashioned beginnings, but in his problematic condition, he is far from being considered a perfect catch, at least in the eyes of Trisha, the story’s “Cinderella” character. Her persona as a generous, selfless, and sexually pure woman with puritan beliefs is well established from the outset. Her best friend, James, plays an interesting role in the plot, leaving me very curious. What part will the trilateral relationship between Noble, Trisha, and James play in helping or hindering the romantic development of my anxiously expected “…and they lived happily ever after” ending?

Two antagonistic villains in the story are Noble’s ex, Alyssa, and his self-serving professional manager, Anthony. They are highly motivated by personal gain to hold Noble captive in the kinds of addictive behaviors that often financially benefited them, but were clearly and literally destroying Noble’s soul and future health.

The rich, descriptive language fully engages the imagination and tantalizes the senses!

In the early chapters, Trisha’s pure agenda is quickly established in her interactions with Noble. Her compassionate nature and gentleness melt him as she prays for his redemption. However appreciative of her leading him into his newfound life, Noble can’t help but see her as a potential love interest and challenge to conquest, filling the story with many twists and turns. 

As she strives to make it clear to him that she intends to keep things on a friendship level, he remains very motivated in his attempts at winning Trisha’s affections by breaking down her boundaries and resistance to his flirtations. Her sometimes unpredictable responses kept me, as a reader, wondering if she would eventually be swept away by his signature irresistible charm and unwittingly become captivated by his less-than-noble agenda. 

I highly recommend “His Liberating Flame” as a good read! And I look forward to reading the sequel, Book Two, “Embracing the Future”.

Receiving His Beautiful Love

~This excerpt was taken from my book, Visions of Celestial Love. May your soul be blessed by the Holy Spirit as you read.


It’s been one of those mornings, those really beautiful ones. I have the feeling of belonging to God. I taste the sweetness of His total forgiveness.

It’s a special kind of pleasure to sit by the window and watch rays of sunlight stream through the glass, touching Mom’s golden tablecloth decorated with picturesque mats of fruit in a translucent bowl. This morning, I awoke early, determined to spend time with God.

I sat down and read Matthew 5. There, the sweet humility that comes from being forgiven and loved freely came into my heart and melted away all the poisonous lies that the enemy had been using against me.

It’s amazing how sweet it is to simply bask in the knowledge that you are loved unconditionally and accepted without reservation. Just to know that you are a cherished child of God, whom He delights in, changes you. No work is required, no mustering of strength. Because you realize your strength is nonexistent. He has all the strength. He has all the power. He has all the love. And you are the center of His attention, and His chosen affection. You are His most beloved child.

I have been very replenished in the knowledge of His undying love and favor. I feel like I’m a lush grape hanging off the vine of all that He is. I don’t need to work to produce my own fruit or sap. He produces that for me. His veins fill me with the graciousness of all He is. His indwelling Spirit melts away all my diseases and fills my soul with beautiful thoughts.

Peace and joy are infinite, love is endless, and they trail within, making rivers and paths of life below hills lush with vegetation. I see golden paint in the sky fall upon the terrain of my heart and soul. I drink in water that graces the sky with rainbows. I am loved forever.


Dear reader, nothing is as sweet as knowing God loves you and will do all the work in transforming you. Don’t try to do it on your own, as is the constant trap of man. Trust in Jesus, not on your own merits or strength. Be like a child again. Realizing this all over again filled me with such sweetness that I rose, played worship music, and fixed my family breakfast. When we receive God’s love for us, it’s so easy to walk in unselfish love toward others.

My mom was pleasantly surprised to find blueberry-cranberry scones, hearty omelets, and a homemade smoothie fixed up in the kitchen. We broke out my dad’s gifted plum jam and ate merrily. It’s amazing how beautiful life is when you know you reside in the heart (in the very chest) of Almighty God…and you are able to call Him “Father.” It’s amazing when you carry the atmosphere of Heaven inside, because you are more conscious that you live under grace and favor than anything else.

I pray that this deep knowledge of His love be yours. I pray the Holy Spirit will make this a reality in your life. That you would fully accept and feel your completeness in Christ. You are accepted in the beloved. -Ephesians 1:6


To check out my devotional book, Visions of Celestial Love, click here.

“Ashley presents us with a true cornucopia of modern psalms, personal testimonies, and short stories. She has set out to reveal and unravel some of the most complex heart issues mankind faces in our quest of understanding what true intimacy with God really looks like. Prepare to have your soul massaged and worked on as you read Visions of Celestial Love.” — Jeremy Minard

Cherishing Jesus

"And when two or three of you are together because of me, you can be sure that I’ll be there.” -Matthew 18:20 The Message Bible

There’s something so beautiful about having a heart that’s cultivated a deep relationship. Think about the nearest and dearest person to your heart.

Are they a family member in your home?

A friend you keep in touch with?

Or someone you’ve fallen in love with?

If you’re lucky, the person you cherish the most lives close to you. An ache happens when you’re distanced from the person closest to your heart.


I have discovered my heart is most at home with Jesus. He has become my special, significant other. Not only is He my Savior, but He’s also my Best Friend, Shelter, Lord, and heavenly Bridegroom. His love is all-encompassing and touches every relational need of my soul. I can breathe deeply and rest completely in His Presence. (He wants you to experience Him this way.)

A few days ago, I visited a friend’s house with others who gathered to spend time with Jesus.

She made savory Italian soup with soft buttery bread. Over supper, we conversed. One of the questions that popped up was why Jesus commanded his followers to gather over food.

“Maybe it’s because it builds trust? It’s like we’re depending on each other to provide nutrition and satisfy our hunger… this might make us more open.” I suggested.

“I was thinking similarly.” A man chimed. As he spoke, his short red-brown beard moved.

We pondered the question for a few more minutes, tossing around our ideas. Finally, after dinner, we moved to the couches for worship. Excitement built in me to converse with Jesus.

We sat on mahogany-colored couches around a long coffee table with flickering candlelight. The gold, orange colors of the sunset spilled through her windows into the room. White, pink and yellow flowers stood in a clear vase. I fixed myself comfortably on the sofa and closed my eyes as my friend softly sang a love song. Her sweet voice fragranced the atmosphere and I allowed my heart to lean into Jesus.

During worship, I spoke to the Lord in my heart, “Jesus, how can I feed you? I want to fill you as you’ve filled me tonight.” I sensed his presence and saw a beautiful image of him amid the room. I was feeding him, tearing bread and putting it in his mouth.

He showed me that when I do the Father’s will in ministering to others (the Body of Christ), that I am feeding him.  Because each person I allow him to bless using me is a part of his body.

Later that night, we lifted each other in prayer. As we did this, we began to feel the love of God for one another. One of my friends was having terrible pain in her neck. By the end of prayer, she was feeling much better. Tears were shed as we shared words, we felt Jesus was speaking to us about each other. Prophesy began to flow, and healing took place.


There’s something so beautiful about cultivating a deep relationship with the Body of Christ. This is one of the ways we can cherish Jesus. In his presence, we begin to see the great value he has for our heavenly family.

I’m not sure who the dearest person is to your heart, but I encourage you to invite Jesus to be present in your relationship. As you do, your relationship will become holy ground. You will experience a deeper level of safety, closeness, and beauty. After all, no one loves you both more than him.

I pray your relationships are drenched with his presence. May his abundant life wash over you.

xoxo


~Click below to watch my video, A Love Sonnet to Jesus. This poem was originally taken from my book, Visions of Celestial Love.

Return to your Heavenly Father

Isaiah 44:22

I have blotted out like a thick cloud your transgressions and like a cloud your sins. Return to Me, for I have redeemed you. –

Return to Him

Don’t let guilt keep you away from God. Your heavenly Father loves your company. The Bible is sweet with the undying core of reconciliation that beats in God’s heart. God has made it clear that He has taken away our transgressions and He desires our company. He is speaking to you today, “return to Me because I have redeemed you.”

Since man’s creation, God has desired a relationship with us. Sin entered the world through Adam’s transgression and mankind has often been found “hiding in the bushes” because of fear inspired by failure. Yet, God never gave up on his original plan for us to know Him and enjoy relational harmony with Him. Ephesians 1:4 says, “Even before he made the world, God loved us and chose us in Christ to be holy and without fault in his eyes.”

No matter what you have done, you are loved by God. We should repent for our sins (acknowledge them, commune with God about it in a way that is humble, repentant, and full of faith knowing that He will help us by His Spirit). However, we should never hide from our Father, like Adam did after he sinned. Jesus has paid the price for all the sins you committed in your past, all the sins you may struggle with today, and all sins you will commit in the future. You have everlasting forgiveness and redemption. You have his eternal love.

Prayer

“Father, I pray that you will help me to establish my heart in the doctrine of reconciliation. I pray that I will continually experience the incredible peace of Christ knowing that I am completely forgiven and made righteous by faith in his finished work. Thank you, Father, for your amazing love which motivated you to send your Son into the world to save us. Thank you for always drawing near to me when I draw near to you. Help me to not be afraid of your presence, but to realize that you are waiting for me with open arms. I love you Father and I thank you for all that you’ve done. In Jesus name, amen.”