Gift

By: Stephen McClelland. For more information on his ministry, click here.

During church yesterday I had a vision of a man tending a lot of sheep. They belonged to him, and while there was a lot of them they were mostly below average. One of them stood out though, like it would have been an award winning ram. It was taller and stronger than the rest, its wool vibrantly white. The others were dingy and dirty. This one was his prized possession and he took great care for it.

And then Father God walked up. The man wasn’t shocked by it; it was like they knew each other and were comfortable with each other. God was admiring the man’s flock, but I could see Him looking repeatedly in the direction of the prized ram. After a little more chatting I could tell God said “This one is beautiful. I’d like to have him. Would you give him to me?” The man remained respectful, but clearly didn’t want to lose this one. He offered God two, even three of the others instead of the one. But God was focused on the ram. He said softly, “I think I’d like to have this one.” The man, seeing that God was determined, kept trying to bargain. “What will I get from you if I give you this one? This ram is quite valuable!”

God turned to look at the man but did not immediately speak.

I kept thinking, “You don’t give to God to get something! You give God what He asks for because of what you’ve ALREADY gotten from Him! You’ve already been given far more than what that ram is worth. He gave to you first, and it was more valuable than anything you could possibly imagine.” Clearly the man hadn’t thought of it that way, but it was the truth.

A short distance away I saw Jesus. He had been there the whole time, with the man, I just hadn’t seen Him.

Finally, Father God spoke. It was gentle, not condemning, and barely above a whisper. His eyes were soft, and He maintained a reassuring smile. The vision ended as He gestured toward Jesus, “I gave you my lamb. I gave you the best.”

God may or may not be asking you to give up something very valuable to you. Either way, you have already been given the greatest gift. The lamb of God, slain from the foundation of the world. Redemption, reconciliation, and eternal life, by the blood of Jesus Christ. He was given before you asked. He was given when you deserved nothing. He is yours. The greatest savior and the greatest leader. He is yours.

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Ecstasy in Grace <3

There is an ecstasy in grace that supersedes any physical experience on earth. There is a joy in worship that is like liquid sugar to my heart, melting the insides of my soul in utter sweetness. This bliss is intoxicating. The substance of it is more than I can bear. This love is all encompassing.

This Man is more breathtaking than words can describe. Jesus, you are everything good, desirable and perfect! Your Presence is a substance that satisfies everything and then gives more. You are a waterfall of glory and all my needs are but a bucket underneath it.

There is nothing I can desire that would be better than You. And I dance, like a mad man in love. I sing, like a woman who has given her heart away. I worship, because I am redeemed and Heaven has opened its gates to pour upon me the free gifts of God!


~P.S: My husband took this photo of me on Mother’s Day 2019. My father surprised me with those beautiful flowers.

Heart Nutrition

On the last day, the climax of the festival, Jesus stood and shouted to the crowds, “Anyone who is thirsty may come to me! Anyone who believes in me may come and drink! For the Scriptures declare, ‘Rivers of living water will flow from his heart.’”

—John 7:37–38 NLT

There is a nutrition every human heart needs…unconditional love. I’ve found a fountain of silver vaporous waters where streams of grace flow unhindered. They course from the gates of heaven, rippling through emerald and jade paths overgrown with lush vegetation, ambrosial fruits and polychromatic flowers. They spring from the heart of God and steam in the presence of the Holy Spirit—like the aromatic spa fog of boiling rose water.

These streams of grace are smooth oil to the flesh of man and vital nourishment to the spirit. They are the early morning dew glittering on the land, each drop containing the source of life. They are breath to the lungs and peace to the mind. They are a bed of petals, a concave of love, beautiful like sunlight to the soul. They are truth and grace all intertwined into one.

Welcome to the river of God. They are rest, they are peace, and they are clarity. Let His oceans of lavender, let His voice of myrrh, let His tender touch, let the glowing warmth of His heart—like a softly crackling fireplace on a cold winter night—enter your soul and give you love…give you peace…give you rest. Be refreshed, be restored, be rejuvenated, be healed, be made whole. You are deeply loved. His Spirit is your heart nutrition.

~This small excerpt was taken from my book Visions of Celestial Love. You can order a physical or ebook copy by clicking here.

Simply Beautiful

A woman inspired me the other day. It was evening time and the preschoolers were playing outside in the hot sun when she opened the fence. Her toddler son with pale blond hair like dried wheat in the sun was by her side. She came to pick up her daughter.

Unlike most parents who came and went in a rush, this woman allowed her son and daughter the leisure of enjoying a few more minutes on the playground. It was her bright smile that immediately warmed me to her. She stood by me and struck up a relaxing conversation. While we conversed I couldn’t help but notice how beautiful she was. Not beautiful the way the world paints beauty–our media romanticizes physical beauty and glamor (which are both pretty shallow in comparison to the real thing). She had deep beauty that came from her soul. She was sturdy, sweet and she had dark brown hair with hazel strands which she tied back. She was dressed comfortably in beige shorts, a white top and tennis shoes. Large sunglasses were tucked behind her ears.

When her daughter (who is so lovable and has what I like to call an “Australian tan”) was hurt playing with a friend she sat her girl on her lap and calmly soothed and explained, “your friend didn’t mean to hurt you.” As they left I noticed she wasn’t driving a car. Instead she had a bike with a built in wagon in the back. She fixed her children in it and fastened helmets on their heads. She too put on one and spread a blanket by her kids feet. They waved and then rode off. As she left I realized afresh that it wasn’t the people with a million possessions that struck me as rich. It was the people who had opened their heart to a million other hearts. It was those like her who could ride a bike and be full of joy and resting in peaceful contentment. Sometimes little can be so much more than a lot–especially when it is strewn together with love. “Godliness with contentment is great gain.”-1 Timothy 6:6

~I wanted you to know that you have a beauty that is refreshing, unique and blossoms into visibility as you rest in the comfort of your divine design. Your soul is meant to receive the abundance of God’s love and acceptance for you. I pray you stand under the waterfall of His affirmations and sweet love toward you. I pray you become soaked in the waters of His grace and that the beauty that He has placed in you shines forth effortlessly as you rest in His unconditional love.

Leisure Stroll

~A reflection of Fall 2015

I laid by the fire and listened to the soft humming and crackling it made. I had never noticed how peaceful the sound of wood burning was before. Only moments ago I had come back from a leisure evening stroll in the late October nippy air.

Wet rain clouds loomed over my head promising the blessing of rain. The sun rose brightly above purple misty mountains illuminating the ruby red leaves on the deciduous trees. Autumn was in the air and with it the early scents of harvest.

I gingerly enveloped the cup of hot tea in my hands and closed my eyes to commune with my heart and the Lord and Lover of it.

“Thank You Jesus,” I breathed calmly as my soul relaxed, “for moments like this…where the world is still and I can rest in Your arms again. You are my everything.”

A scripture verse came to my mind, I am my beloved’s and his desire is toward me. My eyes went wet with tears…his desire is toward me. It blessed my heart afresh and illuminated my soul like a sauna of fragrances.

“Your desire is toward me,” I said happily back to Him and felt His pleasure for me.

I knew this was only the beginning of the blessings He had for my life, and the blessed life I would live.

Song of Solomon 7:10 <3

There’s No Such Thing As Bad Glory

Written by: Danielle Sanders

I Corinthians 15:40-41 (NKJV) – [There are] also celestial bodies and terrestrial bodies; but the glory of the celestial [is] one, and the [glory] of the terrestrial [is] another. [There is] one glory of the sun, another glory of the moon, and another glory of the stars; for [one] star differs from [another] star in glory.

Have you ever compared yourself to another and found yourself lacking? When I was a middle school teacher, I observed on many occasions the behavior of girls who felt threatened by other, “prettier” girls. No matter how uniquely beautiful each girl was, when the superstar walked in, it was as though she had sucked all of the pretty out of the room, leaving the others feeling bereft and ugly.

As a singer, I used to have a similar reaction when I heard someone sing with what I considered to be better technique or a “prettier” tonal quality than mine. I would become like my middle schoolers: despondent and extremely critical of myself. This all changed one day as I was preparing to go onstage to sing. The Lord whispered to me, “You have a glory all your own, so sing with all your glory.” In an instant, I understood a truth that set me free forever: Every created thing has its own glory, and there’s no such thing as bad glory!

A lion ruling the Serengeti has one glory; a great white shark dominating the deep has another. No one would say the glory of the Monarch butterfly is inferior to that of the Sunsprite rose. Each has its own glory— different in type, but not in quality. It’s the same for humankind. We are unique individuals created by God with different functions, gifts, and callings, and not one is superior or inferior to the other. Yet how many times have we compared ourselves to others and walked away feeling disadvantaged, not recognizing that each of us is a unique reflection of God’s very own glorious image? How silly it is to admire God’s glory in another person while disparaging His glory in oneself.

As the scripture says, there is one glory of the sun and another glory of the moon. Likewise, there is one glory of me and another of you. And all the glory is of God!

Brimming Full

The more time I spend with God, the more He purifies me, and the more my love for Him grows deeper. He has filled me with a heavenly joy and love. I am soaked in His presence and I literally feel as if I am dripping with the presence of His Holy Spirit. My heart is rich with peace. May I surrender my all to the One who loves me the most, all the days of my life.

~This short snippet was taken from my book Visions of Celestial Love (An Invitation into Healing Intimacy). To purchase the ebook or physical copy, click here.

My Heart Relies on You

In Him we live and move and have our being. —Acts 17:28 NIV

My heart relies on You, God. What can I eat of but Your love, joy, peace, patience, kindness, goodness, faithfulness, gentleness, and self-control?

Fill my soul like water pours from a waterfall.

I eat of You.

I drink of You.

I bathe in You.

I sleep in You.

I breathe in You.

I walk in You.

I sing in You.

You are everything.

I live in your atmosphere.

I cannot be taken away.

I yearn to eat and drink of what is good.

And You say, “Taste and see that I am good.”

~This short snippet was taken from my book Visions of Celestial Love (An Invitation into Healing Intimacy). To purchase the ebook or physical copy, click here.

Raspberry Roses

Raspberry roses lay at my feet.
I bring the fragrance of the petals to my chest and breathe in the aroma of God’s love.
I take His shinning fruit to my lips and as the taste burst on my tongue the juice drips from my mouth.
I imagine I’m in a field of golden hay.
The kind that glows like deep honey in the sun.
Lily’s whiter than snow-capped mountains drip vaporous dew along the edges.
Bells are heard in the warm wind as love from the Son pours down like spring rain.
Father you tickle my imagination with your creation.
And all this came to be from raspberry roses

~For more words of inspiration, check out my book Visions of Celestial Love.

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Stumbling Over Jesus

Written by: Candy Thomas

~All scriptural quotations are taken from the NIV

As I was reading Luke 7:18-28, I became particularly intrigued by Jesus’ interaction with the disciples of John the Baptist. John, held in prison by Herod, sent his disciples to ask Jesus the following, “Are you the one who is to come, or should we expect someone else?” Luke 7:18.

Jesus, in their eyesight, performed the miracles of the Isaiah 61:1 Messianic prophecy. After quoting the scripture aloud, Jesus told them to go back and report to John all they had seen and heard. But Jesus added this caveat to His scriptural quotation, “… Blessed is anyone who does not stumble on account of me.” (vs. 23). I pondered why Jesus felt it necessary to add that comment, but I knew one thing for certain, Jesus never casually threw away His words. Jesus is the word made flesh and when He walked this earth, everything He both said and did had deep spiritual insight and purpose. I also knew that nothing any man ever said in His hearing slipped past Jesus. He knew both the spoken and unspoken secrets in the heart of every person.  

While sitting alone in that prison, John most likely thought carefully about what he wanted his disciples to say to Jesus for him. He didn’t choose to send them to make certain Jesus knew that he was being held a prisoner. Instead, he sent them on a rather odd inquisition to confirm Jesus’ identity AGAIN. I questioned why John did that. Before he was arrested, he had boldly declared Christ’s messianic assignment to a crowd and the only thing that had changed since then was his imprisonment. No doubt Jesus recognized that John even sending them to question something he already knew the answer to was telling in itself. But John’s adding, “or should we expect someone else?” to his unnecessary question about whether He was the one, had a much deeper implication. The sarcastic edge of those six words spoke to the condition of John’s heart as he sat languishing in that dank, dark prison. Jesus knew John very well.

They were not strangers. They were family…. cousins being only 6 months apart in age. No doubt, John knew Jesus well, also most likely having heard stories about Him his whole life from his mother and his entire family.  Those stories, telling all the many unusual events in Jesus’ life ranging back even before His birth, were probably repeated over and over at family gatherings. John had always known who Jesus was. He even gave a nonverbal testimony to the newly pregnant Mary while he was yet in his own mother Elizabeth’s womb that Jesus was surely the one.  

I acknowledge scripture is silent on details about Jesus and John’s familial relationship and I admit I may be reading between the lines but ……. I’m curious. Did John possibly ever struggle during his youth with all the fuss family made when it came to Jesus? I can only imagine the things John might have seen and heard as they grew up. I wonder what John thought about all the confusion that occurred the day Jesus wandered into the temple to discuss the scriptures with the experts of the law and was accidentally left behind by the family caravan. I can almost hear the reprimand of the family asking John how it was that he hadn’t kept track of his “special” younger cousin. What might John’s early life have been like if all his actions were constantly being compared to a sinless Jesus?

You may argue that I’m stretching too far with this train of thought but in my defense, I just want to make the point that John the Baptist lived a real life. He at times might also have occasionally felt insecure or unappreciated by his family because these kinds of feelings are normal for humans and happen in real people’s lives. Yes, yes, yes… John was powerfully called and perfectly anointed by the Spirit but he certainly wasn’t a perfect human. He was known by the crowds for his uniqueness and some curiosity seekers inevitably followed him purely for the spectacle. I don’t know if he was knowingly patterning himself after the prophet Elijah or if his eccentricity was possibly drawn out by a need to differentiate himself from the legalistic religious leaders of his day or maybe even from his own perfect cousin. Perhaps none of these things applied or contributed to who he was. 

In any event, neither his unusual fashion sense, weird diet or fiery persona mattered to Jesus. He well knew John’s heart and His opinion of him was unmoved by his reputation among the people. Jesus spoke supportively about John in Luke 7:28, calling him the greatest naturally born prophet of all time. Yet, almost in the same breath Jesus added, “he that is least in the kingdom of God is greater than he.” His statement reminded me of the scripture that says all sin and fall short of the glory of God. This undeniable truth is as applicable to today’s everyday Christian as it was to someone as anointed and purposed in God’s redemptive plan as John the Baptist.

God mightily used all our favorite biblical heroes but we must never forget they were still only flesh and blood. The sin nature inherited from Adam and Eve puts them, along with each of us, on a level playing field. Only Christ was sinless and not even the most powerfully anointed person can be declared righteous unless he or she is found in Christ. Not even John the Baptist who Jesus enthusiastically called, “the greatest prophet born of a woman,” would try to claim for himself a high place of worthiness in the kingdom of God.

This same John who proclaimed to the crowds that Jesus was, “the Lamb of God, who takes away the sin of the world!” later doubted his own proclamation. This John who baptized Jesus and experienced the miracle of the heavens being opened up and the Spirit of God descending like a dove upon Him according to Matthew 3:16-17, openly questioned the very truth he had been confident about his entire life.

This John who heard God speak as a voice out of the heavens, saying, “This is my beloved Son, in whom I am well pleased,” suddenly needed additional confirmation. I doubt there was any other man alive at that time who knew more than he that Jesus was the one. God had sent John before Jesus as, “the voice crying out in the wilderness,” and John knew that his calling was “to prepare Christ’s way and make His paths straight.” (Isaiah 40:3). But the fiery furnace of persecution has always tested the souls of men and it is no stretch to consider it also tested John’s soul. The trial of his unfair imprisonment for speaking the truth about Herod likely played a part in him questioning what he already knew about Jesus. I can clearly picture John sitting there in prison as the days drug on, wondering why his powerful cousin hadn’t come to see or help him. After all the magnificent miracles he was hearing that Jesus performed, surely, He could have come into that prison and instantly delivered him, couldn’t He?

Maybe it matters little exactly what John was thinking or what led him to send his disciples on that last mission. What does matter is that his questions proved that he was just a man who needed a savior as much as any other sinner. The imperfection and need for salvation of this fiery prophet was made clear to all the moment he verbalized his insulting public question of doubt about Christ’s identity.

John, who had not too much earlier given bold testimony about Jesus, momentarily allowed the dark circumstances he was experiencing to cause him to stumble. He missed the opportunity to once more publicly recognize Jesus as the one they had all been waiting for, the Messiah.

Studying God’s word is so amazing! I love how God revealed the frailties as well as the strengths in the lives of the people He sovereignly chose to use for His glory. I also love how forgiving and gracious Christ’s response was to John’s challenging amnesia attack. Jesus provided indisputable evidence of His fulfillment of prophecy then sent a message back as subtle as the one He had received. He warned John that in order for him to expect or look for someone else he would first have to “stumble over” Him. I have no doubt that John instantly repented when Christ’s response reached him and his faith was fully restored. He realized he had completed his assignment and his part to play had come to an end. His prison sentence became the fulfillment of his prophecy to the people, “He must become greater. I must become less.” John 3:30. Not much longer after that John the Baptist’s life was brutally brought to an end at the young age of 30.

I’ve read this section of scripture numerous times but have never seen it in this light before. It was made crystal clear to me that if John the Baptist could stumble, so can any of us.

There is an old saying that familiarity breeds contempt. Sitting up on our lofty spiritual perch, it’s easy to accuse and dismiss unbelievers for stumbling over Jesus. They take offense of Him because they can’t get pass the familiarity of His humanity. They see it as a weakness because they can’t comprehend how or even why God would possibly cloth Himself in human flesh. They are blinded to the fact that the light of incarnation was God’s precise plan for redeeming man from the darkness of sin. Jesus was God made flesh so that He could die as a man in our place to satisfy our sin debt, raise Himself to life again for our justification and take the sting out of death. When unbelievers stumble over Christ’s deity and take offense, they disqualify themselves for the very salvation and eternal life He came to deliver.

But what about us? It is humbling to realize that if prison could result in someone as anointed as John the Baptist stumbling, we certainly must take care to watch our step. In unsettling times of tribulation, our faith can be tested in ways we may not anticipate. When a test goes deeper and longer than we want, when God doesn’t answer a tearfully offered prayer in the way we had hoped…will we endure to the very end of our assignment? At the height of intense suffering will we question if Jesus is the one or if we should expect someone else? These are very sobering questions to consider. Even mature believers sometimes tremble at the thought of suddenly facing their greatest weaknesses and fears but thank God for the reassurances found in His word. Jesus promised that He would never, ever leave us or forsakes us. Just as He showed grace and mercy to John the Baptist in his time of testing, He comforts us with words of affirmation in our times of weakness: “My grace is sufficient for you, for my power is made perfect in weakness.” “Therefore I will boast all the more gladly about my weaknesses, so that Christ’s power may rest on me.” 2 Corinthians 12:9

As I completed my study of Luke 7:18-28, I felt close to John the Baptist in a way I never had before. John’s weakness and stumbling exposed by Jesus’s response to his insulting questions made him much more real to me. His emotional struggle both encouraged me and acted as a sober warning. The fact that God knowing all things, still chose John from birth and used him so powerfully to accomplish His plan acted as a reminder that God isn’t looking for perfect people to anoint and use. He is looking for surrendered vessels who will humbly yield to the Spirit’s power and willingly obey His commands.

I pray this blog inspires a refreshing renewal of hope in your heart. If you are experiencing one of those frightening times when you’ve done your very best but feel like you’ve fallen short and are oh so close to stumbling, please trust in the sufficiency of God’s amazing grace. Take a deep cleansing breath, rest in Him and allow Him to perfect His power in your weakness.

May your soul find comfort in this scriptural Doxology…
“To him who is able to keep you from stumbling and to present you before his glorious presence without fault and with great joy— to the only God our Savior be glory, majesty, power and authority, through Jesus Christ our Lord, before all ages, now and forevermore! Amen.” Jude 1:24-25

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